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Pointers to the formless: Thanksgiving

When we think of the Thanksgiving holiday maybe we think of turkey and dressing and pies and pilgrims.  Maybe we think of historical traditions and sharing meals with Native Americans on a cold day when food was scarce.  Maybe our minds have those mindful thoughts, but deeper down we have a connection to the formless that bubbles up into our form.  The structure of life is a manifestation of eternal life.  The formless takes form so the formless can know the formless through form.  Take our families as an example.

The "warm feelings" of "graciousness" and "thanksgiving" are really the formless manifesting as form as a result of how the "world works" for the human form.  We have parents and siblings and extended families.  The warm feelings of the season are really something that we sense from beyond form.  We have "blood connections" to our families.  This may seem like a physical, scientific fact of human procreation but on a deeper level it is a sharing of like energies that take the form of procreation.

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Pointers to the formless: PARADOX

The mind attempts to go deeper and deeper looking for the indivisible root cause.  It believes there is always a singular truth to any circumstance.  It creates an absolute paradigm of "good" and "bad" so it can manipulate the next moment to bring only "good" and exclude the "bad."  Seeking truth from this perspective will bring us to truth but it is an indirect path.  We look through our electron microscopes to discover the indivisible and the root cause that we believe will allow us to predict every moment, but what we find is randomness.  The indivisible doesn't exist.  Cause and effect don't work.  We even create concepts to describe what we can't understand like quantum and relativity.  The indirect path brings us to paradox.

The direct path is paradox.  When we follow the pointers to truth, we find the end of our minds.  Paradox takes us beyond our minds where truth can be experienced for what it IS.  We can take the long way around the mountain by the path of the mind or take the shortcut through paradox.  

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The way of life

Life reveals contrast.  Life brings us conflict.  Life can be a struggle that we resist or an eternal life we live.  We can flow with the river or be a rock eroded over time.  Life is like our body when it is trying fight a virus, there is an internal struggle, a war really, that is taking place to bring harmony back to the body.  The way of life is as it is so that consciousness can experience perceived separateness to know oneness.  When we are presented with opportunities to flow with life we get to choose which path we will take.  The path of resistance is struggle but eventually leads to surrender.  Life can be a fire that burns away what is temporal, revealing what is eternal.  The path of eternal life is living as a human form in harmony with life to enjoy the miracle of life.  As eternal consciousness, we manifested as form to experience the formless.

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Pointers to the formless: MEMORIES

Years ago I was flying an event as a test pilot evaluating and measuring the response of a new aircraft under adverse conditions.  The aircraft was a F/A-18E/F Super Hornet (the Navy's newest fighter jet at the time) and the test was to simulate loosing an engine while launching off the aircraft carrier.  As I slowed down in airspeed, loosing an engine was more difficult to control.  On the last test point I couldn't control the aircraft anymore.  The aircraft departed i.e. the aircraft rolled upside down and I wasn't in control.  My starting altitude for the test maneuver was 2000 ft  (pretty low).  Upside down, out of control and that close to the water, my first instinct was to eject.  A lot happened in just a few seconds.  The details are pretty boring and technical (unless you are pilot).  In the end I didn't eject but I did miss hitting the water by only a few feet.  That was an extremely intense day sprinkled with moments of sheer terror.  Almost crashing a jet is a pretty serious life event.  Today many of the details of that day are a little foggy but the intensity of that moment is still with me.

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Pointers to the formless: finding “ME”

Wonder why we like to dress up and go to costume parties?  We like to pretend to be someone else.

Pretending to be someone else is liberating.  We have a sense of peace and freedom when we aren't trying to be ourself but instead get to be something else.  We expend a tremendous amount of energy pretending to be "me."  It takes a lot of work.  We are constantly checking to see if the "me" we want to project is the "me" that others see.  We seek confirmation and praise.  We want to be noticed.  We are very self-conscious.  We believe the "self" is the "me" we think we are.  Being "me" is so important, or is it?

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The silent voice of wisdom

The still small voice. The still small voice… of silence. Awareness does not speak, there is no form to speak.  Awareness is formless.  In consciousness there is only consciousness. “We” discover what “we” are the awareness aware of awareness. We are like an eyeball that can’t see itself but is very aware of the presence…

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Pointers to the formless: ears to hear

As the ego, we are telling ourselves a story.  We are believing we are the story.  We are most often asleep to the truth that we are not the story but the awareness that is experiencing the story.  I know this kind of language is difficult to process and can actually create more confusion.  As the ego, we want to plan and control.  The ego's purpose is to plan and control.  It is a survival mechanism that is ultimately trying to avoid death.  When we begin to wake up, the ego will want to take ownership of the awakening and try to "do" something to awaken (or at least take credit for the awakening). But we are not the ego.  The awakening is leaving the ego behind.  An ego can't wake up.  The absence of a false identity is the waking up experience.  It is like something leaves that has always been there and the space that remains is our true self, the divine awareness "we" are.  The "am-ness" of the I am.

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Pointers to the formless: eyes to see

In these posts I often refer to consciousness or awareness as the divine presence or the divine itself.  And there we are again.  When I use the word "itself" I've reduced the infinite to something finite.  The mind will attempt to make concepts of the formless.  It must.  It is a manifestation of the formless that categorizes forms as a survival mechanism for the manifested form to interact with the world of forms.

And there we are again trying to create another form to describe the indescribable.

Still, you are not form.  Your form is a manifestation of your formless essence.  Why?  So you might experience forms to know the formless.  How?  How is it that we can experience and know the formless in the world of forms?  Awareness.  Awareness is what we are.  We are like a singular eye that sees and experiences the world as a perceived seer.  When we look as this singular eye to see ourself...we can't.  The eye cannot see itself but it is aware that it is.  In the absolute, there is no eye to see.  There is just the act of seeing. This is the awareness that you are, the "I am" that reduces to just the "am" or beingness.

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Collective Resistance to what IS

When the collective consciousness of humankind is lost to the egoic illusory identity, it resists what IS in a powerful way.  We become very busy beavers.  We are judging everything as acceptable or unacceptable based on conditioning and a separate-self illusion.  It can take the form of inserting so many boards into the stream we create a dam.  We stop the flow of the stream of life in an attempt to control the stream of life....

Our collective consciousness dams are our structures and organizations and paradigms.  They take the form of religion and political parties and even nations.  We will dam up with intensity to try to change the flow of the river.  Consciousness is lost to the illusion of the dream and is trying to change the course of the dream when it doesn't remember it is the dreamer.  The flow of life brings opportunity for the form to awaken to the formless.  Along the life cycle of the river there will be droughts and dams and flood stage flows.  So even the dams, the egoic insistence on control, the resistance to what IS, will create a sanctuary for consciousness to survive the illusion of the dream.  At some point, the flow of consciousness increases and the dams are broken.  The flow of life returns to its natural course....

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A flip side of the creation story

Before there was a beginning, there was just the divine.  Before there was time, there was only “God.”  Before there was form, there was only the formless.  Within the formless, forms came into being as a natural expression of the formless.

In the beginning the divine manifested as the heavens and the earth.  The heavens were the divine truth.  The earth was the physical manifestation of the divine.  The earth was formless.  It had no separateness but was one formless form.  Then divine consciousness entered the cosmos of forms.  God said “let there be light.”  This consciousness began to take the form of all the substance of the cosmos.

Time began.  Consciousness divided itself.  Day and night came into being.  Matter took shape.  Consciousness as the earth divided itself.  There was water and there was dry land.  Consciousness divided itself further to be plants and animals and living things.  Consciousness then took the form of what we call humans.  These humans were special since consciousness could become aware of itself in the human form.  Man walked with God in the garden.

Then consciousness in human form further divided itself into concepts and ideas and labels.  Man named the plants and animals.  Consciousness in human form became aware of self.  Man needed a partner.  Man needed community as it became aware of self.  Then mankind took the concept of self and created self-centeredness.  Man walked with God in the garden as a centered self and then “fell” into the world of self-centered.  Good and bad were created as the self-centered preferred one thing over another.  The apple was pleasing to the eye.

Consciousness became unconscious.  Death became real.  The illusion of a separate self was born.  The identity with the body/mind took the place of awareness.  The seeds of consciousness became the illusion.  The dreamer forgot it was dreaming.

And this was as it should be.

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